Good Thing or Bad Thing?

Today was the EST 1 and MAth 1 paper day...
Math was no problem and for the first time,
I was able to finish the whole thing on time!
After the math papers were collected back, the teacher annouce...
The following names that are announce please come and take ur PLKN borang.
I was like OMG!
I'm gonna get it!
I was kinda happy and excited actually...
I waited and waited for my name...
"Bla bla bla..."
"Bla bla bla..."
"Bla bla bla..."
"OK semua pelajar boleh bersurai sekarang..."
What? What? What?
I was like...
What?
What about me?
Where is my borang?
My friend told me to ask the teacher, so I did...
She said that my name wasn't on the list and told me to check in my previous school...
Hmm...
Aint it awesome if I don't have to go for PLKN...
SHould I get that borang or should I just ignore it?
Maybe it's lost and I can have an excuse...
Or maybe it is in my earlier school...

So,
I asked my friend in tuition not long ago...
She said the school did distribute the forms but they didn't know if mine was there...
Nobody mentioned about me...

Furthermore...
THe school wants the forms back by Monday...
What am I to do?
I wouldn't wanna enter my former school again...
I'm too afraid...lol...

CAn I escape PLKN?
Or is this just a delusion?
Maybe this is a chance!
Or it's just trying to make a fool out of me...

Whatever it is...
I want to get over with it sooner or later...

National Service...

Wow! I never thought I would read those words... "Tahniah! (My IC num), (My full Name) anda telah dipilih untuk menyertai Program Latihan Khidmat Negara 6/2009" I was like shouting in the car... "What! No! Shit! WTF! ARGH!!! WTH!!!"... Three months! Three months! Three months!!! I don't wanna spend three months in NS! I wanna learn driving and my music! I felt like the horse in this video... Look how those horses march... Awesome! But WTH... I gotto go... And I am going lol... It's not the activities that are bothering me, It's the staying there for three months that is bothering me! I love doing rough and tough activities... BUt I hate staying in a place where I have to... I can't even imagine myself bathing in the toilet!

ARGH!!!!

But I'm gonna be tough! Nothing is gonna bring me down there!

To me, it's gonna be fun and painful at the same time...

I'm not a social person and making friends is one problem...

I hate racist and I know I'm gonna get in trouble there...

However, I'm highly disciplined...

I'm not as wild and untamed like Spirit...

I'm more like those stupid horses that follow orders lol...

But I can be like Spirit if I have to be...

HAha...