Halelujah!!!
Ok I have no idea if my spelling is right or wrong. lol...
At last! It's done! Days of freedom is back again...
But not entirely thought...
One month to really Step Up and Score in my SPM!
This trial exam has really made me realise how weak I am in all of the subjects...
And how worried I was in doing it.
I want everything so perfect but I messed everything up in the end cause I always feel as if I suck in everything!
Gotto relax! Be happy!
Confidence is all I need!
No more EMOness...
Gotto ditch it!
Back to being a Punk ass kid is better than an EMO.
EMO NO FUN!!!
Being a perfect lil princess is NO FUN either!
Yay yay!
Today I get to go Taiping Central!
I get to watch a movie!
I got free tickets!
Too bad my mum has it!
She gonna chooose the movie!
She wanna watch Horror movie!
Like...
ARGH!!! A DOG A PANIC IN A PAGODA!
The movie is called SUsuk or something...
If got the movie 'Step Up 2 the streets'
I MATI MATI wanna watch that movie!!!
I don't wan no horror movie!
If anybody wanna see a girl freeking out in the cinema in Taiping tonight, come and see la...
2 more weeks to my b'day!
Can't wait!
I don't care what my stupid Soulless so called best friend say about me!
I wanna enjoy myself, I'll enjoy myself!
She is NO FUN! OLD FASHIONED! NUMBER 1 MOST SELFISH PERSON IN THE WORLD!!!!!!! EMOTIONLESS!!! DISRECPECtFUL!!! IrRESPONSIBLE!!! HAS NO LIFE!
SERIOUSLY she has got to get a LIFE!!!!
If she reads this, she don't even care!
She will think I'm stupid to write all of this cause she thinks I'm stupid to care about her!
DAMN BLOODY HELLL!!!!! IF u r my BLOODY SHITTING BEST FRIEND! OF COURSE I CARE!
SHE DON'T CARE IF SHE DOESNT EVEN HAVE FRIENds!
SHE IS SUCH A MIND BLOWING STUBURN FREEK, LIVING IN HER OWN WORLD, F***ING SELFISH, ONLY THINKS HER OPINION IS TRUE, SOULLESS N DAMN BLOODY F***ING SHITTING SELFISH!!!!!!!!!
But watever... She is still my best friend and has been for nearly 2 years...
I don't know how I can tolerate her... SHe can't even admit that I am her Best Friend! LIKE WTH!!!
Than what am I to her? A so called Best friend who is not really a best friend? WHAT???? She loves and care for no one but herself! Is it wrong for me to care so much about a friend and best friends?
Is it wrong for me to love watching movies, hanging out with friends, having silly crushes on boys and most importantly, LIVING MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST!
Not everything has to be on studies, studies, studies, books, thinking, solving problems, books, thinking, thinking and more thinking!
Well, I've got the green light to write all this things about her which is dam true! Cause she don't even care! SERIUSLY! SHE DON'T CARE!!!!!! She only laughs about it! I'm gonna show her and let her read everything the next time she pays me a visit!
I can even write what she would say to me...
"Why must u care about me? Don't care la! If I admit u r my best friend, then I won't be happy cause I have to worry about u all the time."
She is so afraid of commitment! If she does admit I am her best friend, what is she suppose to worry about? Then she will say, "I have to worry about keeping u happy all the time. If we fight or argue and lose the friendship, then I will be sad and unhappy because I can't keep the friendship alive."
Aiyo! I don't know la...
If she doesn't admit me as her best friend, I feel as if I'm just a toy to her...
Once broken, thrown away and never to be remembered again... It's like I'm nothing to her...
Friendship is love she says... But she don't even know the true meaning of both friendship and love...
Wow! I terpesong until here eh...
Better stop myself before I start writing stupid nonsence again...
Wah So hungry! Ouch...
